RIP Nanny

So in my last post I talked about how my nanny wasn't doing so well.. well the day before we left for vancouver so thursday the 15 I found out she died at 5 in the morning that day. I hadn't seen her for months we even went to PA to visit my nanny and grandma the weekend before but i got sick after visiting with my greatgrandma so I decided not to go to the hospital to visit her..few days later she dies..... I wont even be in Canada for her memorial..